Living Wittily

One of My First Solo Bookshop Crawls in Edinburgh, 1976.

It was raining, I remember that.

It was in Edinburgh, in 1976, and I was standing beside Greyfriars Bobby getting soaked by persistent drizzle.

I was waiting to cross the road to the small Christian book shop on Forrest Road.

It was one of my early solo book shop crawl expeditions to Edinburgh, and I knew what I was after.

I had been to James Thin's but they didn't have the blessed book.

Maybe the recently opened Christian Book Shop on Forrest Road would have it, they said.

Walked past the National Museum of Scotland heading for Forrest Road. 

Inside the shop I spoke to the proprietor and asked for the newly published book.

Ah well, he wisnae sure about the book, whether it was "sound" or not.

Read it with discretion he warned!

"Aye right", I said, inwardly.   

I bought it, and over the next week read it from cover to cover.

Forty odd years later I still have that book, and recall the pleasure of its weight in my brief case. 

It was Leslie Allen's commentary on several minor prophets, amongst them Jonah.

To this day Allen's volume remains on my shelves as a favoured option on those prophets.

In these days of easy access online to your door delivery somethings has been lost; the chase, the handling and perusing and the smell and the heft of a book you know you're going to buy - and the bookseller, someone who has opinions on what you buy, and is not backward about coming forward with them! 

A Walk in the Forest, and a Long Love Affair with Lichen.

I don't remember the first time I saw lichen. I know it grew on old drystane dykes I used to climb over, on the first farm where I was old enough to go stravaigin across the fields. That was in deepest Ayrshire in the 1950's.

Over the years since, I've interrupted countless walks to stop and admire and wonder at lichen's and mosses. The intricacy and durability of these botanical miracles, the range of colours, mostly pastel, the way they soften and transform the shape of stone, wood, bark and other surfaces barely hospitable to organic life and growth.

Yesterday walking in the Bin Forest just north of Huntly, I was again fascinated and in my element, enjoying again these miniature masterpieces of organic architecture. It's an old forest, still managed and harvested, but a lot of the fallen trees, broken branches and older wood has lain for years, and have become lichen plantations.

One old tree stump, hollowed out over the years, has now filled with moss and lichen, and it is a marvel of artistic innovation and natural beauty. A photograph doesn't do justice to the textured diversity in such a microcosm of delicate invasion, but it is one way of remembering the several minutes of contemplative joy at such wondrously casual achievement over years.

The Victorian John Ruskin wrote some of the most polished prose in the English language; some of his descriptive writing reads like a literary version of a Monet garden. The overall impression is of beauty, delicate tones and shades and softened shapes somehow coalesce, forming an image that has accuracy of emotional impression, rather than descriptive precision. Yet to gaze at a Monet lily pond is to have the deepest and most durable inner impression of precisely that moment of physical encounter. Ruskin's prose can be like that. His description of mosses and lichens in Modern Painters has that same quality when emotional impressionism becomes a vehicle of visionary description. 

Here is Ruskin in gorgeous full flow: 

No words that I know of will say what mosses and lichens are. None are delicate enough, none rich enough. How is one to tell of the rounded bosses of furred and beaming green- the starred divisions of rubied bloom, fine filmed, as if the Rock Spirits could spin porphyry as we do glass - the traceries  of intricate silver, and fringes of amber, lustrous, aborescent, burnished through every fibre into fitful brightness and glossy traverses of silken change, yet all subdued and pensive, and framed for simplest, sweetest offices of grace...

 Yet as in one sense the humblest, in another they are the most honoured of the earth children. Unfading as motionless, the worm frets them not, and the autumn wastes not. Strong in lowliness, they neither blanch in heat nor pine in frost. To them, slow fingered, constant hearted, is entrusted the weaving of the dark eternal tapestries of the hills; to them, slow-pencilled, iris dyed, the tender framing of their endless imagery. Sharing the stillness of the unimpassioned rock, they share also its endurance; and while the winds of departing spring scatter the white hawthorn blossom like drifted snow, and summer dims on the parched meadow the drooping of the cowslip god - far above, among the mountains, the silver lichen-spots rest, starlike on the stone; and the gathering orange stain upon the edge of yonder western peak reflects the sunsets of a thousand years.

Wendell Berry, Sabbath Poems 3. "unresting love which lights all things and gives rest."

               Sabbath Poems

                     2002 

                       X

Teach me work that honours thy work,

the true economies of goods and words,

to make my arts compatible

with the songs of the local birds.

 

Teach me patience beyond work –

and, beyond patience, the blest

Sabbath of thy unresting love

which lights all things and gives rest.

 

For decades Wendell Berry has written and spoken, argued and protested, enacted and demonstrated  what true economies are. The economy of agrarian stewardship; the economy and ecology of words; the economics of community; the economy of friendship, love and neighbourliness - each of these he has described, explained, and most of them he has incorporated into the way he lives his own life.

Behind his lifelong persistence and patience with alternatives to frantic, grasping human wastefulness is a fully confessed love for the natural order as a divine gift. Berry is a critical friend of Christianity, acknowledging and at times exposing its distortions, failures and responsibility for much that has gone wrong with the way the world is exploited and pushed to the edge of ruin. 

But when he listens to the songs of birds, watches a river carve a landscape, lies on a forest floor and sees a green cathedral illumined by light refracted through a million leaves, he knows he is celebrating someone else's work. And he wants emulate its creativity, beauty and exuberant hopefulness. It is deeply human to create, and to take such care and imaginative skill so that work becomes an art form.

The prayer for patience giving way to Sabbath blessing is a further acknowledgement that all around us is gift. The One addressed in this poem is ceaselessly active, a sustaining and recreating love that is the light of life, illuminating, vitalising and energising and enabling to be. These moments of address to the divine by giving thanks and surrendering to the beauty and miracle of this place and this moment, are clues to Berry's overall vision.

Panentheism is the conviction that God is active, present and invested in all that God has made, the belief that 'thy unresting love lights all things, and gives rest.' Running through this poem are two dispositions familiar to readers of Berry; contentment to receive the gift of life and shared existence with the earth; responsibility to receive that gift gratefully and to add to its value, not diminish its richness. The economies of goods and words are constructive, conserving, and creative all at once. 

I read this poem and sense in my own responses a deep emotional, almost physiological agreement, a recognisable longing to make my arts compatible with a world serenaded by the songs of birds, local birds. The arts of words and goods, economies of community, sharing and compassion, receiving gratefully the gift of life and our world, and responding with arts that enrich and do not diminish the gift it is. 

That word local. Berry uses it often. He is an apologist for the local; people, fields, woods, towns, roads, rivers, the known locales that give a person place, identity and relationships.

When it comes to local birds, these past months of lock down, I have been out on the back roads on my bike, past fields and farms, woods and the occasional burn. Every time I have seen and heard goldfinches, yellowhammers, wood pigeons, skylarks, sparrows, blackbirds, coal tits, chaffinches, blackcaps, and others that flitted past or sang their pieces in the distance.     

And so this brief Sabbath poem becomes a prayer to be taught a way of being, a way of seeing the unresting love that lights all things, and gives rest. It is a gentle rebuke to living for things, pursuing the limited goals of acquisition and functional possessiveness. Berry is right. "Teach me work...and patience beyond work..."

A Word for Our World: “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.”

Matthew 5.7 “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.”

Mercy is a soft word that makes tough demands. Mercy is more than empathy and compassion; it is a standard of behaviour, a habit of the heart,  a call to action for those who seek first the Kingdom of God. Generous giving, compassionate care, practical help, honest to goodness kindness, costly forgiveness, - these make up the barcode that when scanned, identifies true followers of Jesus.

The above is one of the brief Thought for the Day reflections I've been writing every day for our church community in Montrose. It is one of seven for next week, each based around one of the Beatitudes. As I tried to condense into around sixty words the meaning and demand of that word 'mercy', I was very aware it isn't a word we use much these days. Which made me wonder if it was an idea we hadn't much time for, in a culture fixated on value for money, addicted to buy one get one free, more in favour of quid pro quo than uncomplicated generosity looking for nothing back.

Could we ever envisage a society like ours able to act on a presumption of compassion, an inner moral instinct towards humane consideration of the needs of the other? Well, whether or not - what would it mean for me to be merciful, one individual, in a world of militarised interventions, displaced millions seeking home, consumer lifestyles built on exploitation, an asset stripped planet, racial hatreds and divisions, globalisation and the inequalities on which it is built?   

That kind of questioning thinking set me off looking with more care at the concept of mercy as an essential human quality and disposition. What becomes obvious as soon as you dig into the biblical texts is the that the originating source of mercy is God. Right at the beginning of his Gospel, Luke records the song of Zechariah praising God for becoming entangled in the eternally costly love affair with Israel and through his people, with his world.

And you, my child, will be called a prophet of the Most High;
    for you will go on before the Lord to prepare the way for him,
⁷⁷ to give his people the knowledge of salvation
    through the forgiveness of their sins,
⁷⁸ because of the tender mercy of our God,
    by which the rising sun will come to us from heaven
⁷⁹ to shine on those living in darkness
    and in the shadow of death,
to guide our feet into the path of peace.” 

Look at that line in verse 78 - "because of the tender mercy of our God." It all comes from and flows back to the tender mercy of God, a cycle of mercy. The motivation is mercy; the originating cause of the entire Christian story is mercy. The rising sun and the daylight rays of life shine in the dark places, and guide those 'in the shadow of death' back to God. Mercy is active, purposeful, determined and irrevocably committed to guide people from the shadow of death to the paths of peace. "You are the light of the world" said Jesus with more faith in the disciples than they had in him. 

Now. What happens if we use the Song of Zechariah as our definition of mercy as we go about the business of being merciful? This individual me in a globalised world, choking on its own overgrown web of connectivity, consumption, and competition - how do I become one of the blessed merciful? 

Old Zechariah gives this advice, don't only look for the light, be the light. Find ways to shine on those living in darkness and the shadow of death; ask yourself what we need to do to guide people into the path of peace. Mercy is the sunshine breaking through the shadows of death and germinating new seeds of hope that life can change direction into paths of peace. 

Blessed are the merciful, the light shiners, those who appear in other people's lives like the rising sun.

Blessed are the merciful, those willing to come alongside those whose lives are overshadowed and be the light of hope and new possibility

Blessed are the merciful, those whose patient kindness slowly opens doors closed by fear and anxiety

Blessed are the merciful, those whose faithful compassion can be depended upon when life is overshadowed by too many rejections

Blessed are the merciful, those unafraid of speaking the truth in love, and speaking love truthfully to lighten the darkness of those whose hollowed out by guilt, regret and self-condemnation

Blessed are the merciful, those who shine the light of hope and affirmation on people undermined by low self-esteem and diminished self-worth

Blessed are the merciful, those whose daylight openness and love befriend the soul haunted and made suspicious by old hurts that make new trust and new friendships seem impossible

Blessed are the merciful, those who see unjust and power based systems which humiliate people, diminish hope, oppress and exclude, and in the seeing bring to bear a moral light which can guide our feet into the paths of peace.

Mercy is not an option. Not if we want to be shown mercy. Jesus is not making a suggestion we might wish to consider. He is making a promise that has two possible outcomes. If you show mercy you will be shown mercy. If I live carelessly, without caring, complicit in a world of unmercy, I can have no complaints when I am the one who needs mercy and nobody cares, or listens, or comes.

Blessed are the merciful -perhaps at the start of each day, to repeat to myself as a daily imperative, "Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful."

                                    - perhaps at the end of the day, indeed at the end of each day, that is a rigorous criterion by which to judge my performance as a human being, a follower of Jesus, one to whom great mercy has been shown. 

Wendell Berry Sabbath Poems 2 Walking Towards the Light.

                     Sabbath Poems

                       1999     VI

We travelers, walking to the sun, can’t see
Ahead, but looking back the very light
That blinded us shows us the way we came,
Along which blessings now appear, risen
As if from sightlessness to sight, and we,
By blessing brightly lit, keep going toward
That blessed light that yet to us is dark.

I don't know another poem that speaks so audibly into that experience we all have of looking backwards in order to understand where we are now, how we came to be here, and the mystery of seeing blessing at times and in places we never thought them to be. The wearyingly repetitive cliche of 'the journey' has lost for many of us the freshness of that metaphor before it became banal. It is now overused, and a lazy way of talking about change, development, and even an excuse for making decisions and taking turnings that turn out to be wrong choices and missteps. 

But Berry is too allergic to cliche to reiterate the obvious. Instead, he takes us into his confidence from the start, with the inclusively knowing words, 'We travelers'. He has taken time to consider the meaning of travelling from 'here' when we are not sure where 'there' is. We 'can't see ahead', and in that phrase Berry touches a raw nerve. Often enough I've said, and heard said, "Just as well we don't know what's ahead of us.' There is an ancient wisdom in that recognition that life is lived in the now, and if we knew in detail what is coming it would inevitably skew our decisions, distort our choices, tempt us into hedging our bets and thus failing to live the life we have because we are so anxious to anticipate and even control, the life that is ahead. 

So we can't see ahead; but if we take time to stop and look backwards, we can see the road we have come, "Along which blessings now appear." It's that word now. Only when we stop and look back, and survey the scenery, and trace backwards from where we are to where we were, only then do we see what was there to be seen all the time. "Risen" always has a double entendre for people of Christian faith, whether or not Berry intended it. I think he did. The triple use of the word blessing, and the common trope of light / darkness as attributes of God, suggest Berry's own inner standpoint is trustful of the often unseen presence of God

"From sightlessness to sight", from shadow to light, blessings that went unnoticed 'now appear / risen.'

"and we,
By blessing brightly lit, keep going toward
That blessed light that yet to us is dark."

To stand at the edge of a forest, or pause on a mountain path, is the action of someone for whom travelling is more than movement from here to there. It is considered movement, the stopping is a required interlude in a reflective journey, and turns mere journey into attentive travelling on the alert for epiphany. The purposeful patience required in keeping going is sustained because we are "by blessing brightly lit', by a light that dazzles.

Every time I read this short poem it reminds me of much better known lines from Henry Vaughan which I assume Berry knows

“There is in God (some say) a deep but dazzling darkness.” 

And whether or not the allusion is intentional, Berry's poem is a developed paraphrase of Vaughan's speculative theology, acknowledging the cataphatic and apophatic tensions in Christian theological talk of God. Those tensions create a force field within which theology is wrought, seeking to articulate that which is revealed and that which is hidden, the gift of revelation and the divine reticence in mystery, the via positiva (light) and the via negativa (darkness).   

So we travel...by blessing brightly lit, looking back the way we came, along which blessings now appear, risen. 

Wendell Berry Sabbath Poems 1 Fear, Trust and Hope.

For six decades Wendell Berry has been writing about citizenship. But citizenship with it widest most inclusive meanings: global citizenship, human citizenship, socially responsible citizenship, community building citizenship, agricultural and environmentally friendly citizenship; not those narrower forms of nationalism and consumerism, built on models of competitive economics which encourages upward spirals of production, consumption, waste production and the ultimate exhaustion of our planet. 

 

Wendell Berry is the original friend of the earth, because the friend of the creatures that live on earth, and especially the friend of humanity, people like ourselves who have the capacity to nurture or ruin the planet on which we all depend. If you haven't read Wendell Berry then you are missing one of the most distinctive, patient, informed and passionate voices of the past half century, speaking on behalf of your future, your welfare, and your responsibility to care about how the way you live your life impinges on everyone else's future and welfare.

 

This post is the first of several in which I reflect on Berry's work, and how in ways I don't always realise, his words have been like the best compost, taking time to break down into ideas that nourish the intellectual topsoil and make it more hospitable to imagination, vision and hope. Essays and novels, poems and short stories, have become for his readers like blades of the plough Berry so admires and advocates, turning over the soil, preparing the ground for newness, growth and organic developments of human minds, technology as servant not master, the natural world as gift to be enjoyed and stewarded rather than exploited and laid waste by runaway greed.

 

The collection of Sabbath poems that Berry has written over the years is one of those books that you can read repeatedly, or browse in occasionally. What makes the contents of This Day. Collected and New Sabbath Poems so special is that the poems were written on the Sabbath day, in the disposition of rest, when the poet purposely and purposefully takes pencil and paper and writes what he sees, feel, and prays. They range across the subjects and causes to which he has devoted his time and energy, in a vocation of priestly care for creation. Few writers, practitioners and advocates have spoke with more eloquence and humane learning on behalf of a natural world besieged by forces unheeding of its ruin. His Sabbath poems are forms of contemplative prayer, or brief soliloquy, or thought experiments in environmental renewal, each of them a hopefully imagined turning point in the health of both the earth with its creatures and the human community entrusted with a world.

 

The poems are gathered in chronological order. In 1998 three poems enable us to overhear Berry, or to look over the shoulder of the poet, and learn what it is he fears, (IX) what gives him hope (V), and how he looks on the ordinary and find there extraordinary grace (I). There is a poignant yearning for it not to be so, when he speaks of his fear of despair; there is an indomitable trust in love as eternal in consequence when he writes of what matters whatever happens; and there is visionary hopefulness in his conviction that when the river overflows it mirrors the overflowing love and sorrow of God.

 

                                            IX

         What I fear most is despair

         for the world and us; forever less

of beauty, silence, open air,

gratitude, unbidden happiness,

affection, unegotistical desire.

                                          V

Whatever happens
those who have learned
to love one another
have made their way
into the lasting world
and will not leave
whatever happens.

                                        I

In a single motion the river comes and goes.

At times, living beside it, we hardly notice it

as it noses calmly along within its bounds

like the family pig. But a day comes

when it swiftens, darkens, rises, flows over

its banks spreading its mirrors out upon

the fields of the valley floor, and then

it is like God's love or sorrow, including

at last all that had been left out.

Pietà and a Personal Passion in the Poems of R. S. Thomas.

Last year I found a first edition of Pietà, by R S Thomas, his seventh published volume, issued in 1966. It's a serious looking slim volume, wrapped in now slightly faded mauve, and black. The austere appearance and stark title image, anticipate rather exactly the mood and gravity of much of the book's contents. The font used in the upper case title, the tau cross T, and the segnaccento above the A, are hauntingly evocative of Roman crucifixion nails. The dust jacket was designed by M.E. Eldridge, whom Thomas married in 1937.

The lamentation of the Christ (Pietà) is one of the most strongly evocative images in Christian art. The Pieta is a visual representation of a son's love-compelled suffering and death, and a mother's love inconsolable in grief. The the two human forms, mother and son, are entangled in the anguish of loss, death and bereavement, draped together in a love both serene and defiant of the world doing its worst.

Two poems can helpfully be read together from this collection; the title poem 'Pietà', and 'In Church'. Both poems express the anguish and ambiguity of the poet's faith at a time of crisis in his life and vocation as poet, priest and theologian on the trail of the elusive presence and compelling attraction of his God. Both poems also intimate a shift in Thomas to a more theological form of reflection on the presence and absence of God in the context of both the Passion pf Christ and Thomas's personal inner crucifixion of soul. Out of his experience of God's nearness and distance, presence and absence, occasional intimation of divine acknowledgement and frequent disappointment of unexplained silence Thomas, torn between faith and doubt, wrote some of his most faith-interrogating poems. In both 'Pietà', and 'In Church' he explores the concept, and the theological and spiritual implicates, of "an untenanted cross." 

Pietà

Always the same hills
Crowd the horizon,
Remote witnesses
Of the still scene.

And in the foreground
The tall Cross,
Sombre, untenanted,
Aches for the Body
That is back in the cradle
Of a maid’s arms.

Pietà, the title poem locates the incarnate and crucified Christ beneath a dominant cross and lying helpless in his mother's arms, the cradle that first held him. The scene is as still as death. There are no explanatory glosses, but a foregrounding of the Cross which is personified and invested with feelings. The wood-worked cross, sharing that same sense of cosmic loss, aches for the body of the carpenter, the whole creation groaning and awaiting redemption. It is an astonishing juxtaposition of ideas. 

The Michelangelo Pieta most naturally comes to mind as the defining image of a mother's lamentation overflowing in tears for the world. I don't know if Thomas ever went to Rome to see it, but behind that masterpiece is a huge square, sharp-edged 'untenanted cross', in stark contrast to the softly flowing drapery, human formfulness, and intricate detailed intimacy of the mother cradling her dead child. (See image below)

The entire mystery of the Incarnation as the story of God in Christ, from cradle to cross, resides in this short second stanza. The suffering of the Christ is mirrored in the face of his mother, her arms a cradle, the lifeless body suspended in that time between the times, post crucifixion and pre-resurrection. The untenanted cross aches to hold the crucified, and the arms of the mother though full again as she cradles her son, ache with the weight of his body, and are themselves cruciform. The poignancy of the poet's softer words are made more acute by the way he hints backwards to the nativity, and a maid holding her first child, and in those same arms, the destiny of humanity.

At the end of the Pietà collection comes 'In Church.' I wrote about that poem a year or two ago and the post can be found using the link below. I simply want to draw attention here to its connection to the poem Pietà. Waiting in the empty church is Thomas, the priest. When everyone else has gone, he is listening, searching, hoping for some glimpse or whisper of presence, some inner assurance that the crucified God he serves, though hidden is present, and though silent speaks even in that silence. 

There is no other sound
In the darkness but the sound of a man
Breathing, testing his faith
On emptiness, nailing his questions
One by one to an untenanted cross.

'Pieta' and 'In Church' are clear poetic intimations that the faith of the priest R S Thomas was in critical dialogue with a theology increasingly apophatic, expressed in negative terms because language breaks under the strain of expressing the inexpressible. Yet a theology rooted still in the central Christian narrative of the Incarnation and the Cross of the Redeemer, celebrated in Eucharist, and despite all evidence to the contrary, embodied incarnationally and ecclesially, though often obscured, in the lives of Christian communities such as those amongst whom he toiled and struggled. 

Thomas understood human suffering. He knew that it was more than physical pain, that the ache of grief was another kind of heart attack, no less life-changing and debilitating. He understood with a tenderness not often attributed to him, human frailty, and arms that, however aching, will cradle the child, and the dead Jesus, and in their desperate holding will express the indefinable limits of human joy and human sorrow and human love.

All this in two poems. But in their turn towards a more overt and persistent interrogation of what kind of God is to be discerned, discovered, and divined from that 'untenanted cross', they signal the poet's future quest and questions about the Divine in the poems to be written beyond that pivotal collection of 1966, Pietà.    

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Photographs for a Time of Pandemic 9. Bridges and the Life of Reconciliation.

Several times in the past week or two I have found myself crossing a bridge. Nothing spectacular, mostly built for utility and convenience over a river, a burn, a stream, the usual geographical features that prevent you taking the shortest distance from one side to the other, from here to there. The one not in the photo spans the River Deveron. It is a photo of both sides, taken from the middle, above the water, with my feet dry. The bridge is a means to an end; it is a makes-all-the-difference means to a makes-all-the difference end, of passing over an obstacle.   

I like bridges. They take you places. They are also viewpoints where you can stand and see both sides. One of my all time favourite songs is about those special people who are like a bridge over troubled water.

One of the most significant texts in the entire New Testament is from 2 Corinthians 5.18-21. It is all about bridge building: "God who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation...and he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ's ambassadors..."

Really? Is that what the church, each community of Christian faith, is?

Forget the developed strategies for a wee while, scrap the strap lines, rethink the re-brand.

Think bridges. Think churches as bridges. Think Christ as reconciling bridge, the church as a community of bridge-building reconciled reconcilers. Then imagine the good news as the lived reality through the renewed structures of a church whose defining passion is reconciliation.

Then think again Paul's text, too easily overlooked by those who want to use God as a name of division, over-againstness and hostility, "All this is from God who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave to us the ministry of reconciliation." Bridge building is God-like work, and will sometimes cost what it cost God.

The Cross of Christ is the bridge that spans the troubled waters or a broken and divided world. A paraphrase of 2 Corinthians 5 could well be, "Like a bridge over troubled waters, I will lay me down." That is cruciform language, the language of the bridge as a place of meeting, holding two sides together.

Those who know me know my love for the writing of one of Scotland's finest theologians, Principal James Denney. His last book is called The Christian Doctrine of Reconciliation. It is a profound, and at times anguished examination of the cross of Christ as the reconciling centre of the universe. I still remember the afternoon I found a previously unknown letter of Denney's in which he lamented to his friend William Robertson Nicoll, the latest casualty figures from the Somme. He had been notified earlier of the deaths in action of several of his students from the United Free Church College in Glasgow.

Those events compelled Denney to think ever more deeply about the meaning of the cross, until he came to what he believed the deepest layer of mystery, the cross as the place of reconciliation, where judgement and mercy meet on a bridge that spans from eternity. 

Near the end of his book, and probably one of the last things he wrote before his unexpected death in 2017, he wrote this paragraph on what he called "the life of reconciliation":

"The life of reconciliation is a life which itself exercises a reconciling power. It is the ultimate witness to that in God which overcomes all that separates man from Himself and men from each other. Hence it is indispensable to all who work for peace and good will among men. Not only the alienation of men from God, but their alienation from one another -- the estrangement of classes within the same society, the estrangement of nations and races within the great family of humanity -- yield in the last resort to love alone. Impartial justice, arbitrating from without, can do little for them. But a spirit delivered from pride and made truly humble by repentance, a spirit purged from selfishness and able in the power of Christ's love to see its neighbour's interest as its own, will prove victorious alike in the class rivalries of capital and labour, and in the international rivalries that are now devastating the world. It is in its all-reconciling power that Paul sees most clearly the absoluteness and finality of the Christian religion."  (The Christian Doctrine of Reconciliation, James Denney, (London: Hodder and Stoughton, 1917, pages 329-30) 

The life of reconciliation is bridge shaped. Bringing together two sides, joining what is divided, refusing to function as a wall, overcoming estrangement in the power of Christ's love, seeing our neighbour's interest as our own, spanning and supporting the road to friendship and the two way travel of mutually acknowledged dignity, rights and obligations.

The life of reconciliation is lived under the shadow of the cross. The cruciform life is a bridge capable of bearing the weight of a world's sin, overcoming cycles of hostility, wearing down intractable indifference, deconstructing competitive rivalry, curing habits of suspicion, and expelling long nourished hatreds - all of this, in the power of Christ's love.

I like bridges. They take you places. They introduce you to the other side. They are meeting places, a two way conversational encounter of people travelling in opposite directions. The life of reconciliation is such a bridge.     

 

Singing Our Prayers and Praying Our Songs 6 How Good is the God we adore.

Every month at our Deacons' Meeting we finish by singing this two verse hymn. 

1 How good is the God we adore,
Our faithful unchangeable Friend:
His love is as great as His power,
And knows neither measure nor end!

2 'Tis Jesus, the First and the Last,
Whose Spirit shall guide us safe home;
We'll praise Him for all that is past,
And trust Him for all that's to come.

No it's not the greatest poetry, and its sunny piety might occasionally jar with the realities of life's steep braes and sharp turnings. But it expresses the rich variations of faith and devotion of our folk, happily using superlatives that cannot be exaggerations when predicated of God.

It is also Trinitarian, the faithful God who is Father of every family named on earth, Jesus who is the beginning and end of all that matters most in life, and the Spirit, "who guides us safe home."

These past few months, I've missed singing that. And when by God's mercy we are through all this, I'll look forward to singing it, and those last two lines:

We'll praise Him for all that is past,
And trust Him for all that's to come.

Hansard, Footprints and Late Sunlight.

Last evening I was restless. Lock down does that. For all our attempts to look for the positives, and all the well meaning urgings from others to find ways of using well the time and freedom from routine responsibilities, some days during lock down are just mince. 

Now, in Scottish vernacular the descriptor 'mince' has important negative vibes. Indeed, the Scottish slang use of 'mince' found its way into Hansard, the record of Parliamentary proceedings at Westminster in 2016.

Kirsty Blackman, MP for Aberdeen North described some of the standing orders as 'mince'. On being asked subsequently for a translation, she Tweeted,  "The word I used was *mince*." Mince is Scottish slang used to describe something which is below par or rubbish." That is now a footnote in the official record. 

So I use the word advisedly, and in its Hansard definition. Some days are mince. But not many days, and seldom a whole day. When such times come walking helps, and so does the spiritual practice of taking photographs.

My camera has become a way of re-framing the world. Walking with eyes attentive to what is there, and mind deliberately turned outward to the world, you begin to see what otherwise would simply not exist to the preoccupied mind. So much time and energy is needed to sustain the inner life of the introspective temperament; so in recent times I've come to recognise when the time has come to quieten the inner conversation, still the swirling movements of thought, and turn to the world outside of this ever present inner me. It's the thing to do when the day just doesn't seem to be working.

I walked down to Arnhall Moss, a mile from our door, and stood on the path, the sun slanting behind me, and noticed what looked like a sunlight footstep pointing the way. Of course it was mere coincidence, an accident of light requiring a far fetched hermeneutic to think that it could have been, well, meant. But in fact it was well meant. On yet another day of sameness and constraint, a Hansard day, that was beginning to feel like mince, "below par or rubbish", I stepped into a wood touched by late sunlight. And that light falling across my path  for all the world shaped to reassure, a beckoning forward, an invitation to walk in the sunlight and shadow. 

Only when I came home and looked at the photograph did I make all these connections, and sense the heart-lightening message of that sunlit footprint. And then a further nudge from Who knows where, the familiar rhythm of a favourite song we will sing again in our church as soon as we meet again in the freedom of friendship, fellowship, worship and praise: 

The Spirit lives to set us free, 

Walk, walk in the light;

He binds us all in unity,

Walk, walk in the light! 

And then from a very different source, another hymn, written by someone for whom many days were mince. The poet William Cowper suffered throughout his life with prolonged periods of depressive illness, a chronic sadness that could escalate from low grade self-doubt to desperate self-despair. Out of such inner anguish he wrote several hymns about how to survive days that are mince:

Sometimes a light surprises
the Christian while he sings;
it is the Lord, who rises
with healing in his wings:
when comforts are declining,
he grants the soul again
a season of clear shining,
to cheer it after rain.

Last evening in Arnhall Moss, I proved Cowper right: "Sometimes a light surprises.....